“Life isn’t a support-system for art. It’s the other way around.” Stephen King
I am a results oriented person. My preference is to see the outcome of something in order to understand its significance, or my contribution to its significance. I need a reason. I need to see what is commonly called tangible results in order to feel like I am actually doing something at all useful.
There is so much clear, irrefutable evidence today to support the scientific theory of thought based reality, that we must reasonably consider it as the truth of our being. That’s a problem for me. Even though I believe it.
“Whatever the mind can conceive and believe, it can achieve.” Napoleon Hill
One of my earliest mantras, that. And in recent years, I have learned a new one, that speaks to me as nothing ever before;
“What we perceive to be reality magnifies.” Beca Lewis
That’s a problem for me. Even though I believe it and agree with it.
In times of confusion or stress, I often find myself going back to old reading material to give myself a starting point to clarity. I’ve been studying philosophies of life for more than thirty years, so I have a LOT of old, valued reading material. And when it comes to books, I’m kind of a collector – my library accepts deposits, but doesn’t allow withdrawals!
So why is that? Not about the book collecting; I get that! But why do I go back to my old reading material sometimes?
Because, my friend, I am a results oriented person. And when I agree and believe that the world is thought based, there is nothing ‘tangible.’ There is nothing to see, nothing to blame, nothing to heal, and nowhere to turn except to my own reflection for ‘results.’ And that is, sometimes, very often, quite often, usually, difficult to accept.
When I know that what I perceive to be reality magnifies, I know that literally everything around me and everything I am feeling is generated from my own point of view. These are the results. What is going on is the result. Therefore, there is really nothing to heal, nothing to blame, nowhere to turn except to the actual view I am seeing. The view is the result.
Quite a reversal for me, the results oriented person.
Because if everything is the result, then what do I do????
That’s when I go back to the old reading. Look at some of the stuff that is the “dangerous resemblance” of reality just to have something to object to! I read, I love what I’m reading and then all of a sudden I realize, “Hey, that’s not true! It’s close, it’s wonderful, I would love it to be true, but it’s not, because it gives me something outside of myself to do, and that’s not where it’s at!
Turn it around, Turn it around, Turn it around!
So, I am still a results oriented person. My new exercise is giving up self-blame. Because the new illusion that crops up is, if everything is thought based, then I’m responsible for everything.
Ah, a new thing to stroke my results oriented ego! Feels pretty good, feeling that miserable! Or, it feels pretty good, feeling that wonderful! Depends on what the world is looking like today!
So go back to the old reading. “It’s not your fault,” I read. So it must be somebody else’s? No, wait, there is no one else, there is Only One. Oh dear, it must be my fault!
And then, I see it. Again. If only for a flash of a moment. There is no fault. There only Is.
“What we perceive to be reality magnifies.” Beca Lewis
Perceive, not create. Perceive, not believe. Perceive, as in think up, which we do based on what we already know, which is putting a spin on what we see, which is what we believe.
I am a results oriented person. I like the opportunity to stand back and enjoy the result of what I have done, either myself or as a team member.
So the only thing I can do is stand back and look at my world, recognize that it is all in my head, and enjoy it. And keep practicing.
“Tell me one last thing,” said Harry. “Is this real? Or has this been happening inside my head?”
…. [Dumbledore] “Of course it is happening inside your head, Harry, but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?” J.K. Rowling, Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
And if it means occasionally looking at the old “dangerous resemblance,” well then, so be it!
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